lingo of my inner voice

Thursday, August 24, 2006

Choice.. choosing b/w right and a mediator from two wrongs

Life is all about choices you make. Each choice decides the route of your life.. its fate and then comes the next opportunity to go back to the same step from where you had gone a step behind to start it over - where wasted a chance which could given you much more - again from that reference point and your destiny reshapes itself.

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Wednesday, August 23, 2006


Today was a strange day. There are some days when you feel okay but whats around you envies, don't want you to be in that easy place. It all started it in evening when I was in college. You might think like I do that why not before it, simply because it is not easy to wake me up in morning; only Nasreen our maid can do this because she speaks from her lungs and not her mouth. Her yells for me are the wakeup kicks. Okay so where were we.. so I was in my class and someone around me was smelling like he hasn't taken bath for centuries, centuries of days and night or maybe more than that. I simply hate people who don't know what Deodrant stands for. Who can't answer simple questions like what deodrant does, when to use and how to use and which one is good enough to control that pissed off smell and which isn't strong enough to ruin another people's smell buds.. is there anything called smell buds? forget it! Can't they smell themselves or maybe they are immune to it. People its summer heylo it summers. After all this smell and a short class than usual though it seemed way longer I took a bus and to my surprise it was quite vacant. Only I was standing in the bus. This meant that I was in high chance of getting a seat soon. To your surprise not mine because its usual okay I confess not that usual because it is already filled, the bus filled so quickly that people who got on board after me got the seats but I was standing, standing and singing, whateva! Then suddenly I saw a seat and sat on it. The person sitting next to me got a hit by my bag so I said sorry to him. In reply he said in an angry tone 'you people just hit us by your bag and it is so simple for you to get away with it by simply saying sorry' and then he started laughing loud.. such an embarrassment. What could have I done? Firstly it is not easy to get a seat so you have to run fast to catch it lolz this is so funny and then it is hard to handle those fat bags. Oh my God then the Traffic Jam don't ask me about that It took me 2 hours to reach home when the approx travel time is 50-60 mins arghh :@. Oh I missed to write an incident. A lunatic maybe marjuina addict got on the bus and started yelling no screaming no is there any stronger emotword for it. He shouted give me one rupee and I will eat a bread. Nobody answered him so he suddenly got on knees and kissed the floor space just next to my foot and started screaming more and more. When he got a rupeee he suddenly jumped out which is rare because here beggars want more, more and more. They get more than an average person earns in a month. But soon after he got out, I started looking on the floor as I suspected that he might have dropped some bomb or something intentionally because my city is so unpredictable =P After such long post I think that how a person who is so busy can blog regularly.. simply because he only looks busy or maybe he sleeps alot =s

For all Muslims, "Shab-e-Mairaj Mubarak"
I hope everyone can learn something from it.. something which is practical.

Scented Words posted by Raheel Lakhani :: 12:55 AM :: 5 Comments:

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Saturday, August 19, 2006

Lurrveely Rains

Rains are so much fun. This thursday was even better. Both me and my cousin had a great time. Both of us hadn't been in rains for ages. We ate soup and spaghetti with coffee. Played guitars and sang although we don't even know how to. The lightning, the sound, the swing, the talks and the puddles. It was awesome but then only one day's rain can put Karachi into a bad shape =P.. in rains it is safer to be at home and enjoy the rains than walking on the roads filled with water till knee-length but you can't tell as here rains come rarely and abruptly.

Scented Words posted by Raheel Lakhani :: 10:19 AM :: 8 Comments:

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Monday, August 14, 2006

azaad actually?!

Yesterday was my birthday, today is my country's birthday and this post is already late.

I am working on a project.. a short film you can say. I wanted to post it so delayed the post but you know post-production takes a while if u don't have the editing software. Nothing big, very small, just a gig!

Meanwhile, 'azaadi MUBARAK'!

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Saturday, August 12, 2006

Bump N' Go and I had a fun show

I went to our old house yesterday.. one week old. It was nostalgic. All the memories attached with it didn't come to surface then but yes tears surely rolled down the cheeks. Okay so my nieces were here from America today so we took them to Sindbad Amusement Park and it was so fun but now whole of my body is aching because those rides gives you bumps which are far worse than our local bus rides. One ride 'Alien' was horrible. It was like I am in the movie Independence Day. It gave me such a thrill or say tension because it was moving fiercely, I didn't have any grip over the seat and it was throwing me at one side with fierce wind.. it is something I can't even explain. I was shouting BAND KARO BAND KARO(stop it! stop it!).. for soon-to-be one day left to be 20 year old i.e. yours truly, it was very embarrassing. Thanks God my mom didn't see me like this or else she would have fainted or else screamed. Afterall mothers are the sweetest things on the face of earth. Above all God is the one who takes care of you. Then we had a dinner.. ate fried prawns, sorry Heewa but it smells bad and tastes kinda okay or even a little awd.

And did I tell you that I finished Zahir somedays earlier. It was an interesing and unusual read. Will post about it later :)

Scented Words posted by Raheel Lakhani :: 11:50 PM :: 7 Comments:

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Wednesday, August 09, 2006

GH tagged me for this evil long tag that I filled 3 times argh :@

Best, Worst, Last, First, Today, Tomorrow, Favorites, Currently, and True & False

1. Male friend: one or two.. keeps changing
2. Female friend: keeps quitting, marriage oh marriage
3. Vacation: sleepovers at relative's house when I was a child somwewhat 6 or 8 years old

1. Time of day: noon.. when it isn't morning and neither afternoon
2. Day of the week: Monday
3. Color crayon: Mustard Poop

1. Person you talked to that goes to your school: Raheel Lakhani(my lost twin)
2. Talked to on the phone: Ah-mad (friend)
3. Text: Hina (friend)
4. Person who Instant Messaged: Curious Naeem who wanted to know where and what do I study

1. What are you doing now: filling this tag.
2. Wearing: T-shirt and Pant

1. Is: Go and see the damn calendar
2. Got any plans: Will bunk the school and write a script which would be for a short film which I think I would direct someday If I get any financer.
3. Goal: to be active
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: I would go into a cermony wearing Kameez Shalwar and that Shalwar looks like Ali Baba Pants. Imaghine a short kurta over it.. arghh:@

1. Number: four(don't know why).. first is nice to hear
2. Song: Many but today I would choose "She will be loved" by Maroon5
3. Color: Blue

1. Missing Someone: yes.. sab bata doon
2. Mood: Sleepy
3. Wanting: a glass of nestle water as tap water is shitting all the mud.

I am a cuddler: wonders about the answer
I am a morning person: false
I am a perfectionist: true
I am an only child: true
I am currently in my pajamas: false
I am currently pregnant: false.. lame question
I am currently suffering from a broken heart: 50-50
I am left handed: false
I am addicted to Blogging: true
I am online 24/7: false
I am very shy around the opposite gender: false
I can be paranoid at times: true
I currently have a crush on someone: kind of
I currently regret something that I have done: true
I enjoy country music: true
I enjoy smoothies: I have love-hate relationship with yougurts so here FALSE
I enjoy talking on the phone: true (when others call)
I have a hard time paying attention at school/work: false
I have a hidden talent: true
I have a lot to learn: true as it is a never-ending process
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal: true

1. Are you currently mad at someone?: yes
2. Which of your friends has the worst temper? Heewa and she knows it :p
3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone: yes
4. Ever something was thrown at you: maybe I can't remember but yes it would have surely happened.
5. When you’re mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell and scream? yell

1. Has anyone ever thrown you a surprise party for you: you can say partly surprised.. out of coincidence maybe.
2. Are you easily excited: yes
3. What you’re most excited about: nothing as such right now.. maybe my new DigiCam or my birthday
4. If you won a million dollars what would be your first thought?: Buy a house, car, 3CCD MiniDV camera and make my own telefilm.
5. If you could have anything right now what would it be? now this one is tough.. refer to Q#4 of this section.

1. Name: Raheel Lakhani (no nicknames plz)
2. Where were you born? Eden on Earth
3. What’s your main goal in life? to live my life to the fullest.
4. How do you want to die?: in faith

1. Sex before marriage?: no
2. Gay Marriage? no
3. Lower the Drinking age? drunk are already dumbs
4. Recycling? atleast can avoid plastics


1. What was your latest dream? dreams are hard to remember.
2. Have any of your dreams come true? I mostly dream what has already happened.
3. What was the weirdest dream you’ve ever had? It was hell lotta scary.. everything was expressed in fractions even the time that the clock was showing. It is something I can't explain. It actually came after I gave a tution; this kid has whole maths course comprising only on the topic of fractions. I was so bored, tired and fed up of these fractions.. huh!

1. Straight, Gay, Bi? Straight.
2. Do you have a bf/gf? no
3. Do you have a crush? yes … scroll up.

Q: How many beds did you lay in yesterday? one
Q: What color shirt are you wearing? blue

Q: Name one thing that you do everyday? I sleep

Q: How much cash do you have on you right now? I have just won one million dollars, don’t disturb and let me count.

Q: When was the last time you saw your dad? some minutes back
Q: What did you have for dinner last night? Achar Gosht and Dhokras
Q: What’s the last piece of clothing you borrowed from someone? a tie from a friends couple of years back.
Q: What website(s) do you visit the most during the day? Yahoo! Mail

Q: Does anything hurt on your body right now? Head, Eyes, Shoulders and Back

1. Have you ever failed a class?: nope
2. Have you ever sung in front of a crowd?: don't want to recall it.. it turned out to be very very very embarrassing
3. Have you ever not taken a shower for 3 days?: is it a big deal?!
4. Have you ever slept with a night light?: for a month!
5. Have you ever danced in the rain?: yes.. it is so much fun!
6. Have you ever lied?: yes who doesn't!
7. Have you ever tripped over something stupid?: yes a skinny girl's foot

1. Samosa, Pakora, Kebab: Samosa
2. Bollywood, Lollywood, Hollywood: Bollywood
3. Love marriage, Arranged marriage: LOVE :)
4. Honeymoon, no moon: Honeymoon.
5. How many kids would u like 1,2, 3+ : ab zyada free hone ki zarooriat nahi hai
6. Kulfi, Ice cream : Ice cream
7. Shahrukh Khan, Orlando Bloom : SRK
8. Meenar-e-Pakistan, Eiffel Tower : Eiffel Tower
9. Lahore, Khi, Isb : Khi

A Sweet Punishment for: Aamanna, Absar, FM, uXuf, Asad, Saady, Sid, Maria and JonyBr. I guess enough punishments for today :p

Scented Words posted by Raheel Lakhani :: 4:33 PM :: 9 Comments:

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Monday, August 07, 2006

786(the number for bismillah)


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Sunday, August 06, 2006

Change is inevitable

We are now in our new home but I really miss the old one - where I was born and spent 20 precious years of life. It happenned so fast that I couldn't even deal with my emotions; I couldn't recollect all the energy and memories from my old house while leaving. I really want to cry but I won't just because I don't want to appear as unthankful and if I would cry it will hurt my parents. Who said boys can't cry?!

Saleem Javaid singing Stereo Nation songs in his concert.. what a pity?!

Btw I might be going to see the empty house for one last time.

Scented Words posted by Raheel Lakhani :: 5:43 PM :: 5 Comments:

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