lingo of my inner voice
Friday, September 30, 2005
My Browser doesn't work. Explorer is all messed up so inshallah I will blog something sensible tomorrow.
PS: I am sorrie for not visiting all of your blogs for busy schedule and idiotic problems. I will inshallah take some special time out for this important work too, till then your patience is highly required. GreenHead and Fahad, Are your comments set on moderation? If not then why my comments don't get published?
Thursday, September 29, 2005
I call it Randomness!- Our class which includes our teacher was at highest degree of cheapness today. Lolz.. I don't know why those idiots talk about films in management classes, films tak toh theek hai but atleast they should be worth watching, not something like lousy Murder and Aashiq Banaya Aapne.
- First it was Shamit and now Arijit. The lame duo is out of the gurukul. Yaay!! Those idiots threw my Mona darling out of the show for no reason without thinking - history repeats itself.
- Some blogs are really weird. I found this similar blog while blogwalking. This blog author offers multiple range of such blogs. Lmao!
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
Ab dil se miley us ki leh aur sur se us ka sur milayyes, I am very happy today. God is with me yet one more time, and I know He will be with me always. I asked Him something and He granted me my wish.. naa I am not talking about any sort of Girl friend or Lurrvee; the thing I am talking about is peace of mind. Thank you :)
Btw this Saturday will be a very special day for me. I also have a wish regarding it, it will be a very nice feeling if God fulfills it and I know he will. If not, I am still happy.. after all HE is the BEST. It is impossible to thank Him to the fullest for all the wonderful blessings that He has bestowed upon me and my family - and the human race.
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Pain gives you Courage and Courage makes you think differently.The day I got caught in this web of diseases, I started feeling blessed. I know most of the diseases I have today is because of all the tension that I have taken just for the sake of what people think. Now I don't care about all those mean/foolish people and you people should have known about it by now. Instead I pray for them; I don't have any regrets.
The biggest favor that these sufferings have done to me is by changing my perspective on food and eating. Prior to this, I used to think that good/tasty/greasy food is everything. You HAVE TO/MUST eat all that which is tasty and tempting, without assessing that whether they are healthy or do you really need them or not - Pizza should be eaten once in a month, its a damn obligation, there is no way out without eating chips and biscuits and you will be thrown in hell if you didn't stuff yourself with all the oily snacks (that was a long sentence).
It was not that I ate alot but I had cravings for all the unhealthy food that possibly exists in this world. Today, I still eat, I don't starve but the change is evident. I only eat small healthy propotions of food. I try to avoid all that is unhealthy. I can't live without eating the most scrumptious delicacies, I do eat it too but occassionally and in small quantities.
Food for thought: You don't have to eat to blow yourself like a baloon. Patience and Balance is the most important things in any aspect of life. You should eat to live or otherwise you won't be living much.
By the way that doesn't mean that I don't wanna get well soon.
Monday, September 26, 2005
Watch out!We know that Shisha is available in almost all the top-notch restaurants in Karachi. Most of teenagers like them too as they feel high when they consume it. The main reason behind its popularity is that people assume that its tobacco free which is an utter misconception. In contrast, Shishas are even more damaging than a cigarette. Ironically, use of the Shisha may increase the smoker's toxic exposure as smoker spends more time per session of smoking than do other cigarette smokers, probably because the smoke is less harsh or irritating.
In addition to the first risk, you also can't judge what they have served you in the first place as these restaurants can go far beyond your assumptions. Firstly, Shisha has raw nicotine which does its work faster and causes more harm to your body. At times restaurants also mix marijuana and opium with flavored tobacco to enhance its flavors and the drug quantity depends on the type of flavor you choose. They also put a tablet of panadol on the chillum to give you an extra high. All this harm can be easily traced out by the fact that most shisha smokers feel extremely weak after two or three of its use.
Never forget, Substance use is life abuse!!
Sunday, September 25, 2005
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Saturday, September 24, 2005
Thank God
Blood reports are out now. By the grace of God, everything is alright. X-ray states that I have a mild sinus which is not chronic so if I take care of abnegations then it will inshallah get cured by medicines. Allergy test will come in a week. Junk Food is not allowed. Citric and Cold foods are also prohibited. I have always read about Health is Wealth in my school and have taken it lightly because I thought there is no comparison to majesty of wealth. I was wrong, its the other way round. I hope I get well soon, your prayers are needed for sure.
PS: Now Pharmacy has become my blood group.
Interior design of Dead Fish a.k.a. ME
Okay, so it started with tonsils and allergy; and now after being on medication sporadically for more than a year, it has advanced into Sinus because of which my hair are also turning gray - thanks to all those famous doctors. But this doctor took 20 minutes to diagnose me and asked my whole medical history. He will choose the treatment after he examines my blood reports.
Destination two.. they took out my blood in a fat syringe. Blood was thick and blackish maroon in color; hey don't get it wrong - I am not a vampire. After that they took my PNS x-ray. Now this whole x-ray thingy had a hidden humor in it. They asked me to open my jaw as wide as much I can and also stop breathing(woaah that was tough!). Laughs out loud on the position which was damn funny, felt as if I was a dead fish. The x-ray table should've had some chocolate syrup on it because it tasted yuck.
I hope and pray that I get fully cured and the disease gets eradicated from the core.
Friday, September 23, 2005
I guess bloggers have gone a little slow nowadays including me; zest is missing in most of us. I anxiously wait for updates of their blogs. Drink some coffee and get into action.
Thursday, September 22, 2005
cry-OLD-baby blubbers againI guess, I am getting old in this young age of nineteen. At least the signs pronounce something familiar. I am getting ill on weekly basis. My hair is already turning gray and my students think that it is because of some kind of chalk that is on my head. Kids now call me Mr. Bajaj. I also feel weak, lazy and what not! I want my youth again. Again, duh! I think I haven't experienced it in the first place. Just kidding. Instead I should be thankful for the other things because of which I feel blessed.
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
duh!People talk shit and now, I seriously don't care.
I can also speak, next time I won't spare you.
Still I don't give a damn!
Get Yours here ! =P
Okay, this stupid lame blog called 'Lingo of my inner voice' gets little recognition here.
Hey I am not a lier, go and check that out yourself.
Monday, September 19, 2005
Pray, not PlayGovernment of Pakistan has announced that if police noticed a child using firecrackers on the holy night of 'Shab-i-Baraat', his guardian will get arrested and will go straight into jail. A well-thought strategy because more or less these guardians are themselves responsible for all the menace that their children create but I guess, if this regulation is made for proper implementation then they should make a separate jail for these prisoners a.s.a.p. =p.
I hate these firecrackers. They create a lot of noise, disturbance and distruction. The people who are suffering from a serious disease can't even sleep because all the noise that these phatakas make. This act completely negates the purpose of the holy night because most of people who are praying get so annoyed with all those blast and blares.
People should avoid using these weapons of nuisance for safety of their own and others. If you don't have a hunger after virtue then atleast you shouldn't ask for sins.
Mukhtara Mai gets a nomination.
Sunday, September 18, 2005
The one and only, He is Germany!!I got to know about this interesting fact yesterday and now I am blogging about it.
We use 'She' as a pronoun for every country but there is an exception to this grammatical rule. Germany is the only country for which we use 'He' as a pronoun. The reason behind this is that once Germany was also among the leading super powers. Secondly, it is the representation of that power that Adolf Hitler enjoyed over Germany and the rest of the world. Everything behind this unique exception seems so cold in nature.
PS: I am still trying to remember the blog topic list which got erased from my computer yesterday.
Saturday, September 17, 2005
Back to homeThis engagement that I attended today was not that bad. Mashallah se, couple was looking damn beautiful. Fortunately, my cousin was sitting with me so we had a nice chit chat. Food was so greasy that I would have preferred fasting instead of eating that. Nowadays I am hating -note this not avoiding but literally hating- anything which has oil or fats in it. The person who was sitting in front of me had 6 chicken pieces in his plate, OMG!! how can anyone manage to eat so much and still look slim?! I was expecting a chinese menu but sigh! Afterall, anything will look better after this incident.
After sleepless nights and tiring days, busy schedules, an ill-computer and raising tempers, I am back! On the top of it, I AM ANGRY!! My computer was drowned in viruses for couple of months so I finally asked the computer repairing guy for the help because the whole mess was beyond my control, the computer wasn't getting ready even for a format. Now he tells me that he have to format all the partitions and I said to him, only format C Drive or else give it back to me because I don't wanna lose any of those precious documents, pics and about 5 GB of MP3z. And to my shock, when he brought the computer back, it didn't has any of those important things.. arrghh!! It was a mixed reaction, I wanted to kill that idiot and at the same times I was crying inside because I told him three times that either save my data or I'll do something myself. Now all those precious things have gone to a state called nothingness and I am deeply depressed. I hate to go to engagements, weddings and other g2g in my maternal family but I am helpless tonite like every damn nite. I am getting late. Please pray that I can come out of this trauma.
PS: The documents included three short stories written by me, two articles and a topic list from which I was keen to write some insightful articles on blog or elsewhere. mommieeeee I can't live without it!!!
Thursday, September 15, 2005
again for recording purposes onlyWhile talking about this with Kami, I checked my archives and it came to me as a shock that I haven't blogged about my paper2 marks which seems as an impossible thing to forget. I got 84% marks in this "Information for Management Control" paper and again Thanks God for all the help. *Photocopied feelings on display*
Fame Gurukul voting out results are telecasted one week later in Pakistan. I knew this news but I thought It would be better if I blog about it after watching the whole episode. Yes Shamit is finally out! The guy about whom everybody in the Gurukul thinks that he is very nice singer and a good performer. They say that he sang 'Woh Lamhe' better than Atif.. complete digust. I haven't agreed on anything, yes never since the first episode. On the top of it he used to talk so much and his lectures were something never-ending. I guess he was overhyped, a person who comes in Danger Zone every week, where his week count in danger zone equals to seven then he can't be that talented. Everybody cried like hell and everybody had one same thing on their tongues: "We shared a special bond with him, I shared all my sorrows with him..." And the most ironic thing was his best mate Arijit voted him out Yaay!! Thank God, he was made the top student this time instead of Arpita. As there was tie for who should be voted out between Shamit and Monica, Arijit got a chance to give a final say.
Oh my God!! You are saving that guy for seven weeks just because he was very friendly and warm with you. Bullshit! He was the one because of whom deserving contestants like Mona and Anubhav got out of the contest. I never said that he is some kind of politician or something like that but man its a game show and not a sick shaadi online thingy, let the best man/woman win. Btw Mona and Anubhav were the best-est :(. I think most of the drama that they showed today was mere exaggeration. I know its not a moral to enjoy someone's failure but man again its a Game Show and he was my least-est favorite out of the whole lot. So here goes my last message:
"Bye Bye Shamit Bhaiya!!"
enuff said.. bol toh aur bhi sakta tha =P
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
kuch nahi parhaa aaj.. arghhh!All I ate today was Dhokras(a gujrati snack) and now I feel that I have become a dhokra myself. Uff sometimes this tempting snack just ruins my day. I am sleepy, lazy, tired, low and weak. I guess I need some more sleep *head goes under the pillow*
Who do we wash bath towels despite of the fact that we are clean when we use them?
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
Damn PhunnyThese jokes came in my inbox and I can't resist to publish it here,
Ladka: Janeman is dil mein aaja.
Ladki: Sandal nikalu kya?
Ladka: Pagli mandir thodi hai, aise hi aaja!!
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Mayawati came to Lallu's house with a goat.
Lallu: Bhaiswa ko kyon layi ho?
Maya: Dikhta nahin goatwa hai?
Lallu: Hum goatwa se hi to pooch raha hoon
:lol:
discover what candy you are @ quiz me
Everything that I did today, ended up being a huge mess.
PS: Don't read Da Vinci Code at night and especially during electricity breakdown or else you will get a chill in your spine.
Monday, September 12, 2005
DEAD :xOhh God! It was a damn hot today. And that lousy traffic took excruciating one and a half hour to get back home instead of kinda tolerable half hour. On the top of it, pollution was killing me. In this menace and heat I was about to faint. Only the poor me knows how did I manage to survive. It was an exhausting and cruel day.
*sleeps on the computer desk*
The east side of the Carrizo plain, in the Temblor Range, about 50 miles due west of Bakersfield, California.
Photographer: Unknown
Comments: Breath-taking!!
Saturday, September 10, 2005
Its Raining Man Hallelujah!!Okay now this makes me happie. Finally the day has come. It rained today and yesterday too. Enjoyed it like hell, sang all those rainy songs that I could possible remember and did alot of walky talky. I love the way winds hit me, its so refreshing.. you feel totally free as if a new soul has born inside you. Neighboorhood people said that I look SMART in rains and I should show off this kinda attitude once in a while too ;) lolz. The only thing that I missed was dancing as the whole neighboorhood was on their terraces and the shy-me side took over.
These are the possible clues which can tell you that its raining in Karachi:
1. The roads are hell dirty and muddy.
2. The whole sewerage system seems totally messed up.
3. Automobiles get stuck every now and then in uncovered potholes or badly-constructed roads. 4. The public transport is all wet inside.
5. Buses are travelling like a snail.
6. You smell like a gutter.
7. When there is a great chance of losing your slippers somewhere in standing water.
7. Electricity breakdowns are frequent.
8. Everyone looks happy eating snacks especially pakoras.
What do you like the most about rainy days?
A very special friend of mine called Heewa tagged me, so I had to do it. yaay!!
5 years ago: Cheetah at studies and presentation competitions, Rocked at dancing.. people used to ask me how the hell can I be so flexible inspite of being so elephantish. *mashallah*
1 Year ago: Farewell, HSC Result, Disappointments, Flunking in CA exams =P, lots of Pizza, tonsils, blog :)
5 songs I know all the words to: September -EWF, Larger than life -BSB, Kal Ho Na Ho -KHNH, Its the time to Disco -KHNH and Addat -Atif
5 Snacks I enjoy: Donuts(haye!), Icecream, Chips, Pizza, and irresistable Dhokras
5 Things I'd do w/ $100 million dollars: Aren't they less?! Anyways Investment money in Banks, Car, Home-theatre system, Real-estate and some charity
5 places I would run away to: Paris, Canada, Disney Land, Bombay and Bankok
5 things I would never wear: Sleevless- anything, dhoti, skin-fitted clothes, chamkile shirts and mini-skirts :lol:
5 favorite tv shows: Simpsons, Khichdi, The Kumars at no. 42, Koffee with Karan and MTV Boiling Points
5 greatest joys: Love from everywhere(includes God, Parents, Family and Friend), Appreciation, Rain, Good Music/Books and Praying
5 favorite toys: Stuffed Toys/Puppets, Racing Cars, Ludo, Video Games, Computer?! Can I add my cell phone too?
5[(x3)-2] People I'm tagging: Maria, Greenhead, Sana, AsianSmiles, JonyBr, Anonymuis, Kamran, Umema, Sid, Absar, Punk D, VL and Asad Raza.
Thursday, September 08, 2005
V.V.I.P.Dear Readers,
I have activated Blogger comments too but I would like you people to stick with commenting on Haloscan, if you don't have any problems with it because its the most convenient way for me for checking your valuable comments. Blogger comments are for those readers who are facing difficulties in using haloscan.
Thanks,
Raheel Lakhani
I am loving my room, mashallah se. The yummy lilac wall blessing and guarding me when I am resting on bed, the lovely purple curtains with trendy prints of leaves on it and a great grey marble pot in the side.. everything is perfect for my taste. Thanks to everyone who were involved in process.
When I entered the class, my students said: "Sir why are you looking so weak" They meant to say that I have shed some weight and later they explained the former statement too. Then while I was coming back to home, I met this aunt of mine who said: "You are looking a little thin, don't you eat something" and then this hilarious comment came: "Beta khyaal rakha karo apna, khaya karo theek se lesson karna hota hai naa" Bwahaha so shweet of her. Btw for my foreign leaders she asked me to eat well because then I have to also do hell lot of studies.
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
BalanceImagine you are part of a computer game. You are walking on a thin rope and your goal is to reach the end. The game is programmed as follows:
If you fail to give your 100% concentration and hardwork to achieve your goal then you will fall down, and the ground will change into an arena filled with snakes that will eat you completely. If you became overconfident and tried to overdo efforts to achieve your goal then you will fall down, but this time the ground will change into a pool filled with filth and mud.
If you want to win the game, you only want one thing - Balance at every step. In reality, the computer game in spotlight is our lives itself. In any action that we perform, if we don't show our integrity towards that act/goal then snakes of failure and guilt will eat our self-esteem and we will deliberately kill our existence. On the other end, excess of anything is considered bad. Overconfidence and going beyond the limits will give you only one reward, which according to me is embarrassment. Put this equation in any situation and you will find it absolutely correct.
PS: Less space, so more insight and examples in the next post.
-UPDATE-
We have come to agreement but I won't forget all that he has done. I won't forgive him.
*Jony Br's reflexes went too far, this post is not about gayism.. lolz. Its about a huge conflict which can have solution but no forgiveness or forgetfullness. And comments are now opened.
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
Which candle suits you best?
Raheel, your signature candle is Cyprus RoseA romantic like you isn't afraid to take risks, especially in the name of love. You've got a great imagination and you like putting it to good use. Lucky for your friends and family, that often means that they're on the receiving end of a sweet note or surprise gift. Whimsical and fun like Cyprus rose, you brighten up any situation. And while your serious side won't let you believe in fairy tales, your sweet side knows there's no harm in working toward a happy ending. That's charming!
Courtesy: Tickle
Monday, September 05, 2005
This
This is
This is the
This is the best
This is the best way
This is the best way to
This is the best way to fill
This is the best way to fill this
This is the best way to fill this space.
*evil me grins*
Sunday, September 04, 2005
Jog your memory!Sometimes I feel that things are happening with me for the second time. Whatever I see or feel seems to carry a nostalgic value. As if life is moving backwards in a rewind mode. Everything looks like a recap. Appears as if I am dreaming in sleep and my soul is striking chord with its past journey. Concisely, I feel like I have already experienced all this and now I am just witnessing the flashback - Life is a mere illusion.
Does this happen with you too?
Saturday, September 03, 2005
In FocusPart One
The ugliest habit in which I usually dress up my personality is excessive talking. It becomes even worse because I don't practice 'think before you say' karma. On the top of it, I don't have a sound command over my native language Urdu. Unfortunately anything which comes out my mouth is mostly intrepeted in a wrong sense. I am very frank and straight forward person, I can't live with keeping things in my heart.. I just can't. I become weak on the point that I can't either show rather share my pain with others, an unusual combination for sure. I am paying a great cost because of this problem, not only for those few moments of conversation but for the longlasting bitter memories that I receive as a bonus and carry for a long time.
Part Two
I anticipate high expectations from others and we all know that expectations usually don't hold true in reality. I love everyone, I get so friendly with one and all that I start expecting the same or alteast something from them. In the end I am the only one who gets hurt. Why me?! Is this the reward you should get of being honest and caring from the people around you?
Part Three
Now my little heart neither have enough courage nor any space to carry burden of even a single pain or misunderstanding or else it will burst and shatter into tiny pieces and then the each piece filled beautifully with blood droplets will speak out loud on behalf of this marooned personality about the pains stored inside it for more than a decade.
Mashallah se, I have spent this phase beautifully with courage. I have endured alot without complaining. It only became possible because of some people who stood by me, never said a word but their love spoke loud enough for my support. On the top of the list stands my dear God - Thank you for everything. And among others, my parents were the ultimate ones who became my key for survival. God bless them.
I know everyone's love and support is still there with me but the pain is so immense that its hard to get away with it. I hope rather I believe that God will certainly show me the way yet again and always.
Friday, September 02, 2005
HR madnessAccording to my HR teacher, in any company, Head= everyone's Dad
then
Board of Directors should be named as GRANDPAS
lol
Fame Gurukul update:
Mona was given a chance to prove herself again in wild card show but damn stupid janta(viewers) didn't vote for her in majority. Why the hell this happens that every time the most deserving candidate has to leave the show?! Now the most annoying part is that they have decided to bring fresh candidates in the middle of the show and 'name' it as a twist. Hell ya! Were those talented ones idiots who were competiting since 2 months for the title of Fame Jodi? I don't know what the hell are they doing to the show. They've gone crazy and now I must also quit watching the only show that I used to watch on the idiot box. I am heated.
PS: I AM AGAIN ILL!! UFF!!!
Thursday, September 01, 2005
Graffiti cultureThe most fascinating thing that people can probably notice about my dear Karachi is its Grafitti Culture. Every karachite at heart has this terrible habit of scribbling anywhere and everywhere. Whether its on the desks of classrooms, at the body of public buses or on the walls of the city, you will find these scribblings everywhere. I think, it gives a very interesting and lively look to the city but on the another hand, it also makes it look ugly. In most countries, Grafftis are considered as major art assets but here they are used for lousy political campaigning, scribbling love ciphers(A+S) - hell on trees too, expressing the power of a group and for all such creepy things but with a twist, that is it is presented in the most creative ways. After all, Karachi rocks in every hatke(unusual)activity yaar!
We don't even spare a donkey.
A disgrace on the name of urdu poetry
Whatz mona doing here ?
Political and Religious Groups are also acting as leaders here
It says: "Littering is not allowed!"
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Text and Captions: Raheel Lakhani.. yesh, its me!
Photography: Umar Siddiqi - thankoo hai jee =)
Mona Bhatt's Pic: Fame Gurukul
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